Once upon a december

ok im  gg to be annoyign and talk bout my eating habits again.


ok so my lunch. i ate one spoonful of rice. and 2 small drumsticks
and some ewwww brinjal..my maid boiled them and poured sauce over. like ew lah.
look like snai. tasteless one.

and then i decided i was damn full.
damn full until want to vomit again.

and then...
2 hrs late.CCB I DAMN HUNGRY
but maybe i was sleepy.
but nahhh i thought i was moreee probably hungry
so i made a meegoreng.
AND OMG I ATE IT LIKE A HUNGRY BOY!
so idecided that i must have been hungry.
haha
cos after that i was STILL HUNGRY

so i made milo.
and then now i drink halfway im so full.
i want to. ugh again.


ok thankew byebye.
im so bored.


i have only one thing to do and im trying to put that off to the last min haha

i actually had one of the most awesomest sleep ever.

from 1.30 to 12.30.
wow.

don't you just love it when you wake up on your own time?
not by anyone shouting wake uppp or your alarm...


and then i saw this on elaina's blog and it made me very happy aha



=) the vid so cute!!! ahha
so happy lah!!

last time my mum told me he sings like an old man. ahah
i think so too abit. but he sing so cute haha


and ive been listening to people in planes lately. ahah
they make me laugh.. their songs are so funny!!!!
in a serious abit emo way and then their lyrics so funnya haha



I must be narcoleptic...
i don't know where i am...

HAHAHHAHA WTF RIGHT! so funny!.



lol i will become narcoleptic when i go to sch. ahha
and attend lectures. aaha

today will be spent cleaning brushes.
and palettes.
and getting ready to go to sch. =)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))


YAY SCHOOL IS NEARING!!! =)))))))))




seriously finearts is the shit! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH!.

you work like a pig.
but you enjoy the mud you roll in. hahaha
and i think its even less competitive in some ways.
cos everyone expresses themselves differently.
well getting a different original idea is the most difficult part.
but its the funnest part too. ahah


and then the studioooooooo
oh the studio...
its like so many people living in the same apartment.
and we visit each other daily and eat dinners together.
its very very very much fun =)

plus i have a very big comfy chair named denise.
aida wrote it there. very big. ahahahahahhahahaha (not supposed to)

IMMA GONAN GET IT BACK =)
technically it belongs to my cube and shared with din too. ahha

it is called the chair of noworkmustbedone. haha.


wah lauuu i miss sch... =(
maybe i should draw abit.


but i only like to draw people.ahaha

ha. ha. happens everynight at cheer prac

sidenote:
Resolutions to attempt fulfilling

1. Learn to be self-sufficient and happy being alone
2. Juggle and balance ma' shite well, i.e. be successful and have a life apart from jon
3. Say yes to something different
4. Be generous - share love and food
5. Stop thinking too much

6. Remember 2010 resolutions and love God

I WANT TO BE WITH YOU RIGHT NOW
PLEASE, THANKYOU?
 

From yilin's blog.

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!.
i got a whole entry!!! =))))))))) ehehehehehehhehe =)


wah cant believe that you guys actually readddd my blog, seriously.
like it a whole lot of words and crap.a hahahah


you guys must love me alot right ;)
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
hahahaaah

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!

ANYWAY~!!!
today i woke up to an sms from jess.
about jes flying off otday.
so i chiong to airport!!! cos i realised. OMG SHE''LL BE GONE FOR 6 MTHS! AND THATS HELLUVA LONG MAN!!!!

and i made it in time!!! 30 mins late. but haha its ok. she wasnt even there yet YESH!

AND YESTERDAY I MADE MY WATCH 10 MINS FASTER!
AND TODAY I WAS 10 MINS FASTER! YES!!! I TOTALLY FORGOT I HAD ADJUSTED IT! HAHAHAHA





And i ate popeye's mash potato and ice milo.
and the milo made me very high..like i suddenly understand aida. when she said milo get's her high ahah
and i was damn damn damndamn damn full. just from these 2 shit.

and then we went to meet jes!!! YAYY. and we tried to make her emo taht she's gg ahhaa.
and then we said bye bye to her! =( and waved like small kids to her parents and her at the departure hall boooo.

HAVE FUN IN U.S JESLYNN!!! =))) WE WILL MISS YOU LOADS!!!!

and then just before that von started skipping as we went to the toilet.
and i realise i cant skip properly..
anne told me to stop cos i skip very ugly.
HAHHAHAHAHAHAH WTF.

but afterawhile..i MANAGED TO DO IT!!! ARMS AND CHIN TUCKED AS WELL! AHAHAH
(imagines von doing it haha)



and then go toilet...
i felt damn sick i vomitted abit.
HHAHAHAHAHAHA.
mostly cos i ate so full. (ikr like i just had mash potato and milo. wtf)
and partly now that i think about it..
maybe its cos...

i was skipping around the airport =.=



AAHHAHAHAHAHAHA SO WTF RIGHT!!!! AHHAHA


OK then i left to go meet manda and mingrong at ikea.
and on the bus i felt omg so full. i kept wanting to vomit lah.
like it wouldnt stay in my tummy.


and then. i just fell asleep.
HAHAHAHHAH cos so long..and buses make me sleep.


WOW omg.
ok nvm.
i thought of a way to make me sleep easier..
and that was to make my bed constantly move,...like a bus!!!
but abit the impossible right. ahahha

so bimbo. like when ele asked me for ideas for a party.
i thought clouds would be nice.
so i imagined van ele and i playing with clouds HAHAH looked so fun.
and then i was like.
uh you can't purchase clouds?
and then i was thinking... OH CANDY FLOSS!
and then i was like...uhhhhhh abit sticky hor....

that was when ele was like
"NISEE you're not even thinking of an idea can!!!"

but really iw as..i was...very far fetched thats all. HAHHAHA

HAHAHAHAHHAHAA

ok THEN WE WENT TO IKEA I WAS LATE. AHAHA
BUT I PREWARNED!!!

and they got folders and boxes and dustbins.

i bought a 3 buck red dustbin for aida and gwen and i!!! for our cubicle! YAY!
and then i proceeded to buy 3 flowes for fun.


OMG!!!
i can give them one each!!!!.  AIYA. but at 1st i bought all 3 for me.
orange blue and purple... hmmm
let them choose lah. ahaha.
i want orangeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! hahaa

i hate purple lah. ahah but its kinda maroon. ahah
i think it looked like the orange and blue inbewteen colour. ahah so ya.
HAHHAHAHAHA and then i started to wave the orange and blue colours togetehr so they kept overlapping
to see if they made purple!
HAHAHAHAH

ok i think i abit high..


hehe go ikea buy flower damn lame.





(my fave flower is orange daisy) (wink wink)
(do not buy flowers for me for my bday)
(i will whack your head!)
(:D)
(but i will say thankew ahah)
(ok my bday very long more)





(3rd march)
(hehe)



and then we ate the ikea food yum.
we actually sat there for 30 mins to make ourselves hungry.
but after i eat then i felt hungry,
i think my stomach ultimate lag man.

and then we went to tampines 1.
and i bought another checkered shirt from topshop.
HAHHAHA LING WILL BE DISPLEASED! OH NO!!!
but its been so longgggggg.



and now im home. and so tired.

and i got diarrhoea again.

thankew.
and goodnight.
today i will sleep early at 1.






 

yesterday i lay in bed from 2 to 4 plus. unable to sleep. boooo.

AND ABOUT ME BEING LATE FOR ALMOST EVERY OUTING THIS YEAR SO FAR!!!
IT'S JUST THAT I'M STILL PRACTISING BEING ON TIME!
HAHAHA


shall anyhow make my watch faster now.
close eye and spin the nob. ABIT ONLY LAH hahah.

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.

i just got back. ahah
 

outing PASS. no FAIL!

haha so im happy again. i told u i very easy to become happy again ahaha.
Only set back was that tiff couldnt make it. i think she fell asleep too =( nvm.

in the end eleonora woke up ahha
and then she and marcus reached orchard mrt

IN 30 MINS SINCE SHE CALLED ME!

O

M

G.

 

seriously damn fast lah!

HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH very impressed! HAHAHAHHAHAHA






anyway today me being late does not count.
technically i was early. ahhaa


and jimmy could make it last min too so that was good.


and we could eat the sashimi! YAY!
omggggggg SO DISAPPOINTED WITH THE NEW MANAGEMENT!
THEY GIVE ME THE SASHIMI SO THIN!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
DAMN SAD!!!!!


and then we go walk walk
and wanted to shop at the 4 storey forever21 at 313 ahahahah
and then we saw the GUY SECTION! SO SMALL! AHHA but very happy
cos then van and i can shop while they look at their stuff
ahaha
but they so fast walk out.

sian. NEVER MIND!!!

 

and then i got diarrhoea.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.


no wonder my tummy so weird.


anyway....



hihihihihihihiihiihihihihihihihihihihihihihi!!!!
so pereettyyy!!! so coooooooooooool!
but the choker on the 1st pic abit ugly ah? HAHAHA
HAHHAAHA\
krisbian! hahah wtf.

btw got one more pic i wanna put. its like the nicest one lah!
but they dun allow me to get the jpg. =( gomy tumblr see.
aahhahaha if u really want to lah. ahaha so bohliao. ahha

hhahahaha my tumblr got alot more pics of her
HAHAHAHAHAH
cos i follow this fan blog everyday got like 10 new pics of her. HAHAHAHAA


ok gdnight! must sleep before 1! =)
 

wtf why got pple advertise nike on my lj comment. annoying.

Wah sian ELEONORA LAM SIEW FONG!!!!!!!
WAKE UP ALREADY CAN!!!

We all dressed already. and she havent wake up. supposed to meet at 1.
i was on time summore lor lucky i never leave my house yet.
and tiff has to leave at 5 =(

and sibei sian i super hungry.
my stomach damn weird.

6.30 am hungry
wake at 11. hungry.
so i eat lunch abit.
then stil hunrgy. i ea abit more.

then now I STILL HUNGRY
i ate finish the entire hokkien mee. ya ive been portioning out the hokkien mee since 11am.

i dont think we can eat sashimi anymore =(



sad.
had a bad night.
bad morning.
bad afternoon.

i hope not a bad evening.
i get happy really easily.
 

not working yet...

IM STILL HUNGRY LAH! WHAT THE!

this is completely random.
was going to watch tv over lunch and i chanced upon "ps i love you" on star movies, and so i just watched it. it was already going to end, but i remembered that i cried like a baby watching it. and then i also realised that it has been quite awhile since i've cried in a movie, since i havent been watching in the first place.

but 15minutes of the last bit of the movie,
and it made me cry.

because it is such a beautiful show.



"So now, all alone or not, you gotta walk ahead. Thing to remember is if we're all alone, then we're all together in that to"



OKAY!
enough of feeling warm and fuzzy!
im going to go swim and run with gareth and TL at clementi now ((: yay
exercise all week round WOO!

Hi

I couldn't sleep for the longest time last night
Woke at 6.30 because I was overly hungry cos I has a spoon for dinner yesterday.
I ate very late lunch.

So 5 am I woke cos I was thirsty
6.30 I woke cos I was hungry and I made bread
And then took a whole hour to get back to sleep.


And I was awaken by a phone call and a shouting by my mum :(
What a day to begin with. :(


I'm feelimg really tired now
I don't know if I should snooze abit
I don't wanna be late today :(


Shall stone and see what happens

"The worst thing a guy can do is let a girl fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall." </3

So there I was hoping that  the streets of my european appartment would be cosy and romantic, with cobblestones pavements and little cafes, like the picture on the left.
I used google earth-ed it and tadaah, there you have it.
The streets of my appartment -- unromantic, uncosy and with cemented pavements.

But it's okay. hahaha ((:

hi. todayi had a damn weird dream.

i dreamt i was getting married at this age. :O
this is how i found out.

i walked into 711. it was like 3 am or soemthing.
and then i saw din! ahaha
and he was like. you want me to fetch you to the wedding later?
and i was like what wedding?
and he was like.. your's lah
and i was like.. HUH? ohh ok. (haha I know right)
and i was like. Huh how u know?
and he was like..oh its all over your msn.
and i was like ohhh. ahha

and so i went home and i checked my msn.
and my nick was like. Nise. You're the one. then PM was like.. only you. only you. blah blah
and i was like WHATTTTTTTTT.
and i got kinda scared. like whats happening to me!!!
and i started removing it.

then right after i took it out.
someone talked to me on msn and was like.
"babe why you take out the msg? you cold feet bout our wedding tml?"
and i saw the msn pic i tio stun!
ahahahah it was a girl i had never seen before.
looks like small kid with snake bites.

and then msn says...blah blah is calling you.


AND THEN MY PHONE RANG IN REAL LIFE!!!
AHAHAHHAA

wah heart attack can. ahahhaha

In the end it was jn who called.
AND WOKE ME UP AT 10 AM.
AHHA..
and she made us all phone conference with yilin
awwww so sweet. ahaha
but damn funnylah. 3 just woke. and 2 awake. ahha
HHAHAHAH cheryl joce and i were like...errrr huhh..ayrrrr.. hahahaha
i cant exactly rememeber the conference. ahhaa
i was kinda half asleep ahha..

and then best. yiin said she'd call us all back in 5 mins.

and then we all were like.
uh.
so what do we do....
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

lol so i wen to sleep for 5 more mins and she called back ahah.
and then i oso cannot rememebr waht happened.


ahhaah but theni went back to sleep and woke at 4.45 pm.

HAHAHAH BEST.

yeah i dreamt of ghosts again.. trying to get into my serangoon house. haha.
i tried to hide...so they wont see me. but one girl managed to get in when i wasnt looking.
and i cant rememeber but she was nice.
she was blue. :O but not scary.
or did i dream this yesterday?

i always dream of people or ghosts trying to get me in my serangoon house. =(

im so full. i cooked hash browns and scrambled eggs. ahah







anyway this is my fave part of american idol 09.
(i blame starworld. it onlyshows ami so annoying. lucky still got simpsons and other comedies. no more friends =(   )




well she has a new song/mv out now. i cant put it here.. cannot embed.
but abit childish i dont like. but her voice just damn nice. ahha
i like. ahah
i wish she could be like...more...hardcore HHAHAHAHA. like the genre and less punkish. ahaha
i dont like punk.
be she sings well so it makes up for everything haha


this proves all the more that miley cyrus has really no talent.
lemme find a vid for u of her singing live. can die.



damn gross right

boyfriend went to find girlfriend last night for some prawning.
like FINALLY i went out.
so yes, we went prawning, nothing much after that.
and now, i'm sitting at PS starbucks with grala teo.
she's like a busy bee, talking on her phone all the time.
we went to check out zara sales just now and it's quite crappy.
wanted to buy harem pants but it doesnt look nice so nope i didnt buy it.
yup.
now we're gg to just chill.
boyfriend is coming to find me for dinner or smth.
with grala teo of cos.

actually i'm just trying to kp myself occupied now. hahaha.
i got to wait till she's done with this phone call before we can get a drink or smth.

is there somebody who still believes in love
i know you're out there
there's got to be somebody
i search around the world
but i cant seem to find
somebody to love



( make a move, do the thing, turn around, strike a pose )

hi.

you know on fb... like so many people are laughing virtually like this.

"hur hur!"

and its like not my friends only...but like even peoplei dont know..
HAHAHHAHAA
and im gg to be a damn bitch about this.

but i think i started the hurhur!

HAHAHHA damn bitch right!

 

cos i rememebr on msn

i was talking to someone..maybe when iw as sec 2 or 3..when msn 1st started..

 

and i was like..

DAMN I LAUGH FUNNY!

I SOUND LIKE..

lemme try and spell it.

hur hur hur!

 

i even had an angry RUH (opp of hur) when i was angry. i tot it was funny but it was lame haha

and then i decided i would laugh virtually like that now

"hurhurhurhur"

 

and people would ask whats that

and i'd be like...i laugh like that what right?

and they'd be like.. OH YA MAN! AHHAHAHA.

 

and then it caught on amongst my friends. ahah

and after a year or so later i got sick of seeing hurhur's everywhere

i started t laugh like this alrady

 

hahahahahahahahaa.

and its much faster. ahah

 

 

 

i probably still have the msn convo sia!!!!
eh.

no i dont think so.

in sec sch i was using the benq.

 

 

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ITS PROBABLY ON MY OLD BLOG!! =)

but my old blog goes until sec 3 only =(

NVM I WILL GO FIND IT TML!

 

im starting to feel tired....






anyway i swear i started the the shoelace trend in sec school oso HAHAHA
WHERE THEY USED TO TIE THE SHOE LACE INTO 2 PIGTAILS AHHA

cos i was sitting during some talk. and was damn bored.
i decided to play with my shoelaces.
andi did 2 pig tails and was like.
DAMN IM CLEVER
AHHA

and i wore it.
and i helped my best friend (yes same one ahha) to do it tooo.

AND THEN NEXT WEEK SO MANY PEOPLE ALSO DID IT!
HAHAHAHAHAHHA



 

ok i dont think i can start anymore trends anymore.
im no longer that clever. ahah.
or bohliao.
eh im still damn bohliao.


maybe i can!
ahha
im still damn bohliao!!!

but it has to be unintentional...
thats the genius behind it. ;)



HAHAH WHAT CRAP AM I TALKING ABOUT.
maybe its late thats why...


omg imagine what the people who created...ttyl ikr brb gtg lol and roflmao feel like!!!!


anyway maybe someone else in the world laughs just like me
and decided to one day spell out how he or she laughs too.
man that person is a genius.

and we all cant laugh like this...herherr herr..damn retarded haha

hi. its 4.12am and im not even sleepy.
it was never this bad..i would have been sleepy by 2.


i think my body has forgot how to become sleepy.
i am only tired. never really sleepy.
well never tired and then because of that i become sleepy. never.

i only get sleepy. after i wake up. =.=
or when im in a lecture. =.=

HAHAHAH IMPT THINGS I SHOULD STAY AWAKE FOR! AHAH




anyway. haha day 5 and it still feels like new years day.
still thinking about 2009.
peijin says pple all think its bad..and yeah...why do so many people dislike 2009. ok
i shouldnt even be asking why.
but
for me. 2009 was the awesomest! HAHAHAHAHA

Because i learnt most about myself then!
and i felt most alive!!!
maybe cos i was the most emo this year.
(and most dead come assessment time)
i literally tested my body and mind and their limits.
i think im damn optimistic lah. 
but i can get damn emo one.
but after emoness is thankfulness. 
ya optimistic.
yeah and one thing.
this year...i felt that i could do anything concerning school.
in jc. i felt i could do nothing, my brain wouldnt tak it in =(
i believe art is my thing. really.
Thank God i found it. better late then never.


BY THE WAY DID YOU KNOW THAT BUS 27'S LAST BUS LEAVES AT 0025 FROM CHANGI?!
THATS LIKE DAMN LATE LAH!!!!
thats like... at 1am.. i still have bus at my house lah! AWESOMEZXZXZXZ

i reached home at 1 today ahah.



anyway today is the day yilin goes back to bristol!!!!!
=(

i will miss you berry berry much!!!!
 

BYEBYE YILIN!
<3

and im hungry again.
boo.

today my lunch was at 4.
i cooked instant noodles and tossed in vege's.
i only ate the veges and some kimchi and was full.
no. i had no more appetite. i dont really like noodles i guess?
and then i drank water until full.


then my dinner was at 10.30 OMG SUPER HUNGRY
i ate a whole sting ray fish and rich 2 chicken wings and sugar cane juice and some of cheryl's hokkien mee
ALOT CAN.
then i so full.

and now im hungry.

so maybe my stomach is not spoilt.
it is just picky. and annoying. haha
 

This is pretty random, and I'm not sure how, but I randomly remembered something.
I believe I've said it to some people, but aiyah I've to write things like these down or I'll forget.

Since a while ago I've discovered that people fall into two groups.
A) The type that you dislike at first glace, who forms a lousy first impression, the average asshole, bitch-slut, annoying loser, whatever.
My favouritee example for this is Keith (a friend from CJ) and even though I've not spoken to him in years since jc days, I still think that he's a prime example. (GAH I hope nobody tells him this lol)

This is the type that you dislike instantaeneously, due to perhaps lack of basic social etiquette or just extreme personalities. BUTT this is also the type that because you have such a negative intial impression, you grow to appreciate and like more and more after understanding them better.

B) The type that you like almost immediately, but after getting to know them better, just fails and disappoints. Perhaps this stems from the expectations that have formed from positive impressions. But people like these, tend to turn out to be shallow, superficial, et cetra.

And it's sad, isn't it?

Of course most people fall between the both extremes.
But if I could choose I would undoubtedly choose to be type A, even if people simply wanna punch me in the face after getting to know me. 
Poor face.

This resonates with something I read off tumblr.
Beauty is skin deep, but ugly is bone deep.

You know what.

im trying to cry me out song.

and i am trying to reach the high note w/o using falsetto. ahah

so obviously im very loud. HHAHAA LIKE VERY!

 

AND I THINK MAY NEIGHBOURS WANT ME TO SHUT UP HAHAHAHA.

cos they are going wooooooh wooooooh.

i its a nicer term for shut up i think.

HAHAHAH.

 

 

 OFF TO 85 MARKET! AHAH =)

I AM SO FRIGGIN' BORED NOW !

boyfriend is like busy doing spring cleaning for his mom.
and thinking of what i did the whole day, NOTHING.
hahaha.
i just went out to buy ink for my printer, and now i am printing notes.
you see.
this is how BORED i am.
i might just have dinner then go town for somemore shopping.
anyway, i only have zara sales on my mind.
but then agn, i am quite broke after the batam trip.
so it's gna be quite difficult.
like you know to buy things when you have no money, but then agn i cant not buy things.
hahah.
i just bought 2 tops when i went town the other day tho.
hahahahah.



actually i'm in quite an awful mood now. oh well.
KILL ME.

Sombre; reflective.
The mood which sets in in the traquility of the night.

I must say that year 2009 was like a rollercoaster ride consisting of a series of ups & downs.
I started 2009 with that tremendous angst towards my upcoming A levels examination. That fear, trepidation, anxiety. All these emotions intertwined and started stirring up whenever the thought of that major examination came about. It was the most crucial point because the end-result of this examination would basically determine my future, what course I would be majoring in, and how far I would go in life. Truth be told, I've never accomplished anything exceptional. My results were always average because I've never once put in due effort in my academics. I fared below expectations for my Olevels, I retained in year1, I barely scraped through my second year. Why so? Because I cared too much about fun and well, many other things BUT studies. So for once, I decided that enough is enough. 'Tis time to stop playing and do something about my academics. I can't say that I've given my 100% for my Alevels, but I can definitely say that I've put in more effort than I ever did before. I slogged, I mugged, I was more attentive in lessons, I tried my best. I'm sure each & every single one of us who took the Alevels last year did too. And the journey was no doubt an amazing one. Afterall, like someone once told me..it ain't the end-result which matters most but the process which made it happen. And so...to all my friends who stood by me, supported me, helped me, spurred me on...THANKYOU. (:

And to all my juniors who will be taking their Alevels this year,
BEST ENDEAVOURS! Work hard for it 'cos it's worth it!

I don't know how my Alevels results will turn out,
BUT whatever the case, all honour & glory be to Him above.
'Cos I know Jesus will provide!(:

My work stint at Advent Law Firm starts on 11th.
Hello court cases & all that administrative work, here I come! ):

Alright, time to sleep.
Have a good night.